3-1-2009

Lately I've been thinking, randomly, not about any serious things but just imaginations... weird imaginations. And so, I can't really concentrate on my work.

I'm reading and studying without thinking. When I get a chance to read or study, my mind goes to another planet... It's a big deal during this moment because I'm going to have exams 3 days later and I haven't studied anything yet. I have history to memorize, oral to practice, maths to do...... But I can't concentrate on any of those!!

What'd my mind go? I don't know, it chooses itself. Sometimes I'd think about Marc...... well mostly about him. But I can't help it. And it's not just "thinking", but also imagining, don't ask me what'd I imagine, I don't want anyone to know.

Just few minutes ago I checked my facebook and he messaged me just to tell me he loves me. He's so sweet! He got his new games arrived and probably he knew that I'd be sad if he forgot about me. He'd never know how much that message mean to me, and I can't stop smiling in front of my computer screen.

I'm having school tomorrow and his message just keeps me awake, but who cares? I'd think about him before I fall asleep anyways. <3