28-9-2009

It rained heavily today, like my mood.

When school time was over, it was still raining, I did bring my umbrella but I didn't want to use it. So I walked home without any protection. I became all wet after I walked for 5 minutes, my bra, underwear showed, and even my skin showed. But it didn't matter at all.

The wind blew strongly, it was hard to walk straight. The rain and the wind didn't let me pass through easily, they attack every inch of my skin, but I was still stable, as I always do.

People stared at me while I was walking because I was too wet, but I honestly didn't care. My skin was hurt, I could feel the rain slipping down from my hair, to my arm, and then my fingers, fell on the ground at last.

It's like the wind was slapping on my face, telling me how stupid have I been. It hurt me as it wanted me to wake up, wake up from my unrealistic dream. I could feel the rain on my body, like it was washing my memories away, all kinds of grieved memories.

I am awake. What have I done lately? Nothing could really bring me down, except the school pressure and being forgotten.