7-9-2009

I've not blogged since I started school. I was so excited about it but it isn't good as I thought. School is so hard these days, because there's a bitch in my class. She came to our school last year, and got the best grade of all. That's a lot of pressure.

Plus, she is such a dramatic bitch!! She acts like "I don't want to learn with you retarted shit". THAT'S SO FUCKING ANNOYING!!!

She just got every subject average, I mean, she is not the best in every subjects. If we want to beat her, it's not that difficult, and in fact there was a girl right behind her closely.

I've been hating her since school started, and I've been so worried. I know my English is better than her but I'm way back than I want myself to be. I think my new English teacher, Ms. Lovelace, likes me, at least better than her. I was so jealous when that bitch talked to my Ms. Lovelace... well our Ms. Lovelace. And I knew I didn't do well that day, because I just had 2 hours for sleep so I looked really scary, like I was going to die anytime.

She used books the next day. Of course I brought it to school but I realized there were some pages missing. "Oh no..." I thought. That's embarrassing... well maybe not. The only thing I worried about was she'd blame on me that I haven't check my book carefully, which other teacher might do.

However, it was a chance to talk to her. I spoke with an empty mind, I didn't know what I was saying, but somehow I saw compliment in her eyes. And she said it's okay, and said our government should provide books.

Weekend passed, going to have another tough week.

"It's hard to say that everything will be okay" - Hollywood Undead