17-8-2009

Now I'm feeling like I'm jumping down from 50 floor.

When my friends hear I say that they'll only think my boyfriend leaves me... BUT NO!!! I'd rather want my boyfriend to leaves me than Marc has Swine Flu!!!!

Don't have much to say, just freaking out, and probably can't sleep tonight.

I'm worried. What if he dies? I can't notice any different from the texts on my computer screen, how do I know if he's feeling so bad but tells me he's fine!?

What he said reminded me about a dying person. He said he loved me so much. The story in my mind, is he's dying and telling me he loves me... But he says he loves me every time we talk... Am I too sensitive? Maybe not...