6-7-2009

This is the exact conversation between Kevin and me last night... I'm dumped///

"kevin"


"yes?"


"am i a stranger now?"


"what do u mean?"


"like
we aren't friends and just like strangers"


"no
why would u think that?
why wouldnt we be friends"


"it has been stayed in my mind for a little while"


"don't you like me as a friend anymore?"


"i like you very much
but
i don't think we're close
we're like strangers"


"i dont no what to say
sorry if you feel that why
but
we will never be more than msn friends
and i hope i havent made u feel unliked
but i talk to u as much as i can"


"thank you"




My heart was squeezing last night, didn't get out too much tears on my eyes but bled too much blood in my heart. I feel pain. I'm tasting the pain. It wasn't easy to accept that be rejected by 2 different people in the same hour.

"I am a tough bitch." That's the only thing I'm saying to myself.

Some people say that the only thing can cure our heart is to find another love. They talk easy but it's hard. It's not easy to fall in love with someone. And before you fall in love, you have to find someone, that's the hardest part for me. I guess I'll wait another 90 minutes at a station again, hope I'm lucky won't be an idiot this time. But where the hell can I find those exchange now?

I guess I'll blog about my date with Sigvart in my next post.