5-7-2009

I didn't sleep well last night, I had a dream which can't be remembered, but be made sure was not a good dream.

Before I went to sleep, I sent a message to Marc said that he hasn't been on and bye. Today I went to facebook and saw his message said he has been too tired so couldn't get on and said sorry to me.

"SORRY." Again, "sorry"....

How many times have I heard sorry before? I heard "sorry" from Kevin, Frenchi, Sigvart...... I always felt better after I heard their apology but not this time!! I'm still upset about it. I want to see him and talk to him but obviously he isn't here. All I can do is waiting just like last night that I sat in front of the computer until 2 in the morning.

What after I see Marc?

This situation is different from Kevin's. I am nobody of Kevin but I am in a relationship with Marc...... well, at least he sent me that request on facebook. Anyway, my point is, I have right to be upset in his presence.