10-5-2009

I haven't seen Kevin for a long time, well actually just a few days but I feel it's long.

I went out with Jessica yesterday, I had a really great time but I was still thinking about Kevin. I wanted to stay up late yesterday night but I fell asleep at 10:30... I'm not a healthy person, I need to rest all the time and I haven't seen my doctor for a month.

I wanna see Kevin so badly, I wanna tell him everything happened in this week, want him to soothe me..

Now, I'm gonna finish my homework and read 'I Am Legend'. I always make myself busy which can make me stay away from my feelings.