31-12-2009

Dear 2009,

It just pasted 30-12-2009, it means we have one more day to go until 2010. It was a long year, the first half was immature but I feel like I've grown up in the next half.

I just took a quick look at my old blog posts, I didn't know I had passed through so much in the past year. I don't love someone the way I loved Kevin nowadays, I let go of love, I moved to my career, so it was surprised to look at all those feelings that I had, it was sad but still, I felt the sweetness.

In 2009, I said good-bye to Sigvart and he went back to Norway. We kissed, it was 24-6-2009, that I fell in love with his lips... He was such a nice person, a gentleman. I love his kiss, a long, sweet kiss.

In 2009, I waited at a station again for another foreigner for 2 days, 6 hours in total. But he didn't show up.

In 2009, I was the best in English when I was Form 2.

In 2009, my Form 3 started, and 4 foreigners teachers joined our school, they have taught me a lot.

In 2009, Kevin rejected me, he broke my heart although I had predicted that it'd happen.

In 2009, I met lots of people who loved me, but only loved me when I had make-up on my face.

In 2009, I disappointed many people, like Ms. Law, as I couldn't get the best in my Form 3 uniform test.

In 2009, I met Ms. Rose, a very important teacher who actually appreciates my ability.

In 2009, I worked so hard, as I hadn't done before, I didn't even have 5 hours for sleep and just went to school and worked so hard.

In 2009, I met Justin, who came from Ireland, my competitor, also my friend... even I don't like him much sometimes.

In 2009, I made friends.

In 2009, I became much more aggressive than I used to be.

In 2009, I cried for so many times for school works and my career.

In 2009, my Form 2 English teacher, Mr. Henry Chan got arrested. I didn't think he was a good teacher, I mean, he didn't teach well enough.

In 2009, I started to hang out with a friend again who I had ignored for a year.

In 2009, Zoie became my enemy...... well I've met lots of enemies in 2009, other examples, Ada, Jenny, Lora.......

In 2009, I accepted my father of what he has done, no matter if anyone knows it has ever happened or not.

In 2009, my grandma's health turned down.

In 2009, I went to get the punch for my health, and it really helped a lot... but painful!

In 2009, I met Marc. He's cute and he loves me. I love him too, but different from the way I loved before.

In 2009, I was hurt.

In 2009, I started to read and I love reading.

In 2009, Obama became the president of the United State.

In 2009, many great friends supported me at school, Jessica, Matthew, Haylie, Justin, Charmmy, thank you all.

In 2009, I became coffee addicted, I'd fall asleep in the afternoon if I didn't drink coffee in the morning.

In 2009, well I just realised it lately, that I'm make-up addicted, I lose all my confident when I have no make-up on.

In 2009's summer, I had high heels. I had 3.5 inches heels for more than 12 hours per day, it hurt but I was so proud and confident when I was walking on the streets.

In 2009, I met a very important person, Matthew Grindstaff. You can find a few blog posts about him and see how much he means to me. But one thing I haven't mentioned before, that he left for navy a while ago. But I still need his help all the time.

In 2009, not long ago, i started to count on God. Now I pray almost every night, for my wishes and confession.

In 2009, one thing you can't forget...... FACEBOOK! Yes, I'm totally addicted to it.

The saddest thing about 2009, was Michael Jackson's death. My life ended at the same time as he left this world.

This will be the last blog post in 2009. I want to say thank you to all of you for sharing every moment with me, and I'm sorry for being a bitch sometimes.

Farewell, 2009.