2-6-2009

Good morning everyone, as I said I would blog so here I am. Is it the first time I keep my promise here? Yes? Okay, whatever...

I've been extremely busy but I still have time to think of Kevin. I studied for the music exam and the Chinese Formal Quiz yesterday which kept me from my imagination and kept me in tiredness.

Exams are important and they are coming right away. I used to study only because of Michael Jackson as I want to reach to my dream. Nowadays I also study because of Kevin as he's more talented and more hard-working than me, I don't want to stay behind him.

I wonder a question, "Which is more important? Kevin or exams?" Exams. The answer is clear, EXAMS. I take exams because I want to get good grade, reach to my dream and have a bright life. And yes I love Kevin so badly but it is me loving him so badly. Kevin doesn't want me and maybe I would do the same in the not far future.

I've been working so hard, I'm exhausted. I'm not a healthy person, it's more tired for me to work so hard. But I am not going to give it up, I'm going to take my exams and get No.1 in English. I'm going onto a stage and take the reward and of course, show everyone that they should scared of me because I am aggressive. I will get what I want, feelings couldn't stop me.