14-5-2009

Kevin isn't here today, I'm talking to Frenchi instead.

Well, I just found something really bothers me lately - - - JEALOUSY. I'm easy to get jealous, it bothers me a lot.

Just like if I see girls talking to some male friends of mine, I get jealous. No matter how ugly those girls look, I get jealous.

Jessica told me she added Kevin as friend on facebook. I was like OMFG!! HELL NO!! I am scared that she would take Kevin away though she doesn't know much English.. I hate it! I don't like any girls to talk to Kevin, I don't like to feel like Kevin is leaving me. And Jessica is a fun person, she can rob him easily. Anyway she doesn't know much English so I don't worried that much this time.

Also, I worried about other girls would take Kevin away. Not long ago he told me he went out with a girl who lied to him said that she loved him. But actually she loved his friend. That scared me so badly, what if that girl really means that she loves him and he goes out with her? She kisses him and not his friend? They are together at last?

Even more, Kevin isn't talking to me everyday, he's always busy. I started to use my imagination that Kevin isn't that busy, he's just busy with some girls, busy as spending time with them.

I know it sounds silly, I'm just a friend from far far away but I do care about Kevin and I'm jealous other girls around him, I'm scared they would take him away.