1-5-2009

Okay, so about an hour ago I blogged, and I just saw Kevin online but I didn't say anything besides some usual talking stuff...

One thing shocked me that he's going to prom tonight, he's excited but he didn't tell me about it before. Even more, he didn't tell me a girl asked him out because of his friend which makes him sad.

I guess I know why he had been "busy" for the week now. Another friend of mine met a boyfriend and he stops talking to me because he's too "busy".

Help me to forget about him!! HELP ME TO FORGET KEVIN WARD!!

I need somebody else!! I need somebody to make me fall in love!! But I don't think I can find anyone I like in Hong Kong, or in China....

I'm now look like hell...... I just listened to Speechless, You Are My Life and Treat Me Right. You may heard of these songs, I kinda feel like them, I guess you know what I mean. If you don't, forget it.

I need someone to talk but I can't find any, I can't find anyone I like besides my best friends but I don't wanna talk to them about this, I don't think they like it. So, I have to stay still I guess.