4&5-3-2009

Yesterday I went to a book shop and bought 2 English exercises. It took me a few hour... It was already 7:30 when I reached home.. I was tired and I had a bunch of work to do! That's why I didn't update my blog..

Today, busier than tomorrow...! I already finished my writing but I still need to prepare my English, Chinese and Science tests/dictations! English and Science are easy to handle but Chinese is HARD!! I'm not good at memorizing Chinese..

Anyway, it was not that hard before my worry shows up..

My mother didn't have dinner with us together again. She has headache, she was fine, she feels ill so suddenly... Almost every dinner time... I'm really worry.. I can't cry in front of my family, it just makes things get worse.. But I don't think I can stop my tears any longer.. I'm really worry and scared.. I'm scared if anything happens in her head! I'm scared if she has cancer! I'm scared if she dies! .................

I can't even memorize a word! But compare with my mother, fuck the dictation.

I just want my family to be alright, I love my mother and my family.